Recent Reads: March + April 2026

March and April ended up being a pretty eclectic reading mix for me: attachment theory, disturbing true crime, survival thrillers, literary fiction, and some books that completely caught me off guard. I read six books total over the last two months, and while my ratings were a little all over the place, I never really felt stuck in a reading slump. A couple were genuinely memorable, a few had fascinating concepts that carried me through, and one left me sitting there with a lump in my throat after the final page. Overall, a really solid stretch of reading.
📊 Reading Stats
Books Read: 6
Genres:
Fiction (4)
↳ Thriller (3)  Literary (1)
Nonfiction (2)
↳ True Crime (1) ◦ Self Help (1)
Formats: Print (3)  eBook (3)
Sources: Library (4)  Kindle Unlimited (2)
Average Rating: 3.7 stars
Yearly Goal: 13 / 100
13%

📖 Book Reviews

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The Last Party

Author: A.R. Torre

Genre: Fiction ◦ Thriller

Publication: 2024

Format & Source: Print ◦ Library

Rating: ★★★

Perla Wultz seems to have the perfect life with her husband and daughter in an upscale Pasadena neighborhood, but she is fixated on a notorious child murder case from decades earlier. As a doctoral student begins interviewing the convicted killer, long-buried secrets start rising to the surface, and the line between past and present begins to unravel. 

What a delight this one turned out to be! The story hooked me right away and quickly became much darker than I originally expected, which ended up being a really interesting surprise.

I especially enjoyed the true crime style elements and the dual narration. The format worked well and added tension as the story slowly peeled back more and more twisted layers. Just when it seemed like things were settling into place, another reveal would shift everything again.

The twists were genuinely shocking and reminded me of the kind of bold reveals Freida McFadden is known for. It made the whole book incredibly fun to read.

I had a great time with this one and will definitely be picking up more of A. R. Torre’s books.

 

Quick Take: A dark, twisty thriller with a true crime feel and plenty of shocking reveals.

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The Family Next Door

Author: John Glatt

Genre: Nonfiction ◦ True Crime

Publication: 2019

Format & Source: Print ◦ Library

Rating: ★★★

This true crime book tells the story of the Turpin family, whose outwardly ordinary suburban life concealed years of severe abuse. Behind closed doors, David and Louise Turpin subjected their 13 children to prolonged neglect, starvation, and torture, until one of the children made a daring escape that finally exposed the truth.


I had heard of this case before going into the book, but I didn’t know many of the details, and honestly, what I found was horrifying.


The level of abuse these kids endured for years is almost impossible to wrap your head around. What stuck with me most wasn’t just what happened, but the how. How do two people agree to something like this? Where does that even start? Who pushes it forward? And why doesn’t the other stop it?


It’s one of those cases that doesn’t just shock you... it leaves you sitting there trying to understand something that doesn’t really make sense.


I’ve read several of John Glatt’s books at this point, but this one solidified him as one of my favorite true crime writers. He has a way of laying everything out so clearly that you feel like you fully understand the case — every detail, every layer, every piece of history behind it. It’s incredibly well researched, with a lot of insight from people connected to the case, which makes it feel even more real.


By the time I finished, I had already added the rest of his books to my list.


Quick Take: Disturbing, detailed, and impossible to forget.

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The Correspondent

Author: Virginia Evans

Genre: Fiction ◦ Literary

Publication: 2025

Format & Source: Print ◦ Library

Rating: ★★★★★

Told entirely through letters, this novel follows Sybil Van Antwerp, an older woman who has spent her life making sense of things through writing. Her daily correspondence spans everything from family and friends to authors she admires, but as letters from her past resurface, she’s forced to confront a painful chapter she’s long avoided — and consider whether she’s ready to finally let it go.


This book was really amazing. It’s quiet, but somehow still hits like a gut punch. It managed to be my first five star read of the year.


The story follows Sybil over several years, all through letters, and it works so well. She felt completely real to me: her quirks, her voice, her way of seeing the world. I felt like I actually knew her.


I also really connected to that feeling of being a little outside of everything… like you don’t quite fit, but you’ve made a life anyway. The love of reading, writing, observing — it all felt familiar in a way that snuck up on me.


It’s funny, heartbreaking, and hopeful all at once. The kind of book that doesn’t scream for attention but stays with you after you finish it.


I was genuinely sad to say goodbye to her, and I closed the book with that quiet, heavy feeling sitting in my chest.


Quick Take: A quiet story that lingers long after the final page.

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Safe: An Attachment-Informed Guide to Building More Secure Relationships

Author: Jessica Baum

Genre: Nonfiction ◦ Self Help

Publication: 2025

Format & Source: eBook ◦ Library (Libby)

Rating: ★★☆☆☆

A guide to understanding attachment theory and how it shapes your relationships, this book explores how early patterns influence the way you connect with others, and offers tools and exercises aimed at helping you build more secure, trusting relationships.


 I’ve been really interested in attachment theory for years, especially after realizing I lean pretty heavily anxious. It’s something I’ve spent a lot of time reading about, and it continues to feel like one of the most accurate ways to understand relationship dynamics.


Jessica Baum is someone I already respected going into this. I’ve followed her for a long time and always find her insights thoughtful and spot on. I also really liked her first book, Anxiously Attached, so I was genuinely looking forward to this one.


Overall, this one didn’t land the same for me. It took me over a month to finish because it dragged quite a bit. While I appreciate the advice and the intention behind it, a lot of it didn’t feel especially actionable in real life. There were quite a few exercises throughout, and I’ll be honest... I skipped most of them. I read through them all but didn't participate in any. They felt a little hokey to me and didn’t really match how I prefer to process or learn.


That said, I still think Baum is incredibly knowledgeable, and I’ll absolutely keep following her work. This just didn’t quite click for me the way her first book did. Part of that is probably on me —I wasn’t willing to fully engage with the exercises— but even so, the format and pacing didn’t really suit me.


Quick Take: Insightful, but heavier on theory and exercises than practical takeaways.

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Conditioned

Author: Amanda Russo

Genre: Fiction ◦ Thriller

Publication: 2025

Format & Source: eBook ◦ Kindle Unlimited

Rating: ★★★★☆

After being abducted by a man she once thought was just odd after visits to her coffee shop, Tori wakes up trapped in a disturbing, meticulously recreated version of her workplace, part of a larger underground world her captor has built. As she’s forced to follow his rigid routines, she realizes she’s not the first victim — and that survival may depend on resisting the slow pull toward compliance.


I’m always drawn to stories about kidnappings and missing people, so this was right up my alley. What made this one stand out was the premise: a wealthy man creating his own underground world by abducting people. It’s such a strange, unsettling concept, and it immediately pulled me in.


I was intrigued pretty much the entire time and had a hard time putting it down. The story itself is genuinely compelling and keeps that tension going throughout.


That said, the writing wasn’t the strongest. The biggest issue for me was the dialogue which felt really stiff and overly formal in a way that didn’t sound natural at all. A lot of “I am” and “it is” phrasing that just doesn’t match how people actually talk, and it pulled me out of the story more than once. It felt like it could have used another round of editing to smooth that out.


Even with that, I can’t deny how much the story worked for me. The concept alone carried it, and I ended up enjoying it quite a bit.


Quick Take: A gripping, unique premise that outweighs its clunky dialogue.

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Death Row Games

Author: Shade Owens

Genre: Fiction ◦ Thriller

Publication: 2024

Format & Source: eBook ◦ Kindle Unlimited

Rating: ★★★☆☆

Six death row inmates are given a chance at freedom, if they agree to compete in a deadly survival game on a remote island. Last person standing walks free. For Brooklyn Winters, it’s a choice between certain execution or fighting to survive in a brutal, high-stakes competition.


The premise of this hooked me immediately. It gave strong Hunger Games vibes, but with convicts, which felt like a really interesting twist.


The story delivered for me. It’s told through dual narration, following two of the inmates, and I liked how their perspectives alternated. Their voices felt distinct, and I thought the character development was done well enough to keep me invested in both sides.


It’s also a fast read, with a steady pace and several bigger twists that kept things interesting throughout. I wouldn’t say I loved it, but I was definitely entertained the whole way through.


Overall, it’s a solid, well-written thriller with a compelling concept, and I’d be interested in reading more from this author.


Quick Take: Fast-paced and twisty, with a concept that’s hard to resist.

🎖️ Favorite Book of the Month

The Correspondent by Virginia Evans

That’s a wrap on this month’s reads — here’s to another great chapter! 📚

Month in Review: April 2026

April 2026 in Review

April was a mix of small routines, kid chaos, and a few standout moments that made the whole month feel fuller than it probably looks on paper. Some things moved forward, some didn’t quite land where I wanted, but there was enough in between to make it feel like a good stretch of real life.

Month by the Numbers

Weight: ↓ 4 lbs

Runs / Walks: 1

Migraines: 4

Books: 4

Blog Posts: 14

OMMs: 4

Savings: ↑ $350

Debt: ↑ $225.51

OMM = One Minute Memoir

Highlights

  • Spring Break + April Fools: April kicked off with Spring Break. My mom took the kids to a hotel so they could swim, and I met them there after work. Since it was April 1st, I brought cookies designed to look like other foods as a joke. They were… not amused.
  • Life with Holden: Holden had a busy month between a doctor’s appointment, weekly Lego Club at the community center, and a couple trips to Abbott’s for ice cream. He has also enjoyed "helping" me bake brownies all month for our extensive family brownie taste testing.
  • Things we did together: The boys and I saw the new Mario movie on a discount Tuesday, went to our monthly Bingo night (Earth Day themed this time, complete with pudding dirt cups), and went to Get Air trampoline park on a random Sunday morning. Fun fact: Caleb has sprained or broken his ankle/foot twice at trampoline parks. No injuries this time. Holden, however, throws up after the trampoline park every single time… and did again. I think he just gets overheated.
  • School + our first run: We had another school dance at Caleb’s school, and toward the end of the month, the weather finally cooperated enough for our first family run of 2026. Just a mile, mostly walking, but it felt like a start.
  • A new musical: I saw A Beautiful Noise with my aunt, a musical about Neil Diamond. I liked it quite a bit and have found myself listening to his music more since.

What I Read

A pretty good reading month! A solid mix overall with one clear standout.

  • Safe by Jessica Baum ★★☆☆☆
  • The Correspondent by Virginia Evans ★★★★★
  • Conditioned by Amanda Russo ★★★★☆
  • Death Row Games by Shade Owens ★★★☆☆

Favorite: The Correspondent
Yearly Progress: 13 / 100

What I Watched

A slower month for shows, but documentaries absolutely carried things.

Movies

  • The Super Mario Galaxy Movie ★☆☆☆☆
    (Theater)
    Took the kids. They loved it. I did not.

TV Shows

  • Full House
    (Hulu ◦ rewatch ◦ s:1 e:3)
    The slowest rewatch in history.
  • Grey’s Anatomy
    (Netflix ◦ rewatch ◦ s:2 e:4–7)
    Still a slow rewatch.
  • His & Hers ★★★☆☆
    (Netflix ◦ 2026 ◦ s:1 e:3–6)
    A small-town murder pulls multiple perspectives into the same story, with shifting narratives and secrets underneath the surface. This started strong for me but kind of fizzled out, especially because I read the book and it was way better. I finally finished it.

Documentaries & Docuseries

  • Captive Audience ★★☆☆☆
    (Hulu ◦ 2022 ◦ 3 episodes)
    A family grapples with the long-term fallout of a highly publicized kidnapping. This was interesting but, for some reason, didn’t fully capture me. It was ultimately a sad and twisted story, but it moved kind of slowly.
  • The Way Down ★★☆☆☆
    (HBO Max ◦ 2021 ◦ 5 episodes)
    A deep dive into Gwen Shamblin and the rise of her religious weight-loss movement turned cult. I thought this would be fascinating, but it really dragged for me.
  • They Called Him Mostly Harmless ★★★★☆
    (HBO ◦ 2024 ◦ film)
    A mysterious unidentified hiker sparks an online investigation to uncover his identity. This was intriguing. It was a baffling mystery, and I enjoyed watching armchair detectives unravel it.
  • American Nightmare ★★★☆☆
    (Netflix ◦ 2024 ◦ 3 episodes)
    A bizarre kidnapping case that initially seems unbelievable before the truth slowly unfolds. I knew a tiny bit about this well-known case, but never the full story. It was strange and interesting to watch play out. A little slow at times, but good overall.
  • Trust Me: The False Prophet ★★★★★
    (Netflix ◦ 2026 ◦ 4 episodes)
    An inside look at a modern cult, following the people who infiltrated it and documented what was happening. I was completely obsessed. I’ve always been fascinated by cults and the FLDS, and this was so well done. I absolutely loved the couple who infiltrated the cult and filmed it. Christine Marie had a heart of gold and Tolga was absolutely hilarious. Well done, fascinating, sad, and crazy. I wish there was more.
  • The Dark Wizard ★★★★★
    (HBO Max ◦ 2026 ◦ 4 episodes)
    A documentary series about climber Dean Potter, told through interviews, archival footage, and access to his journals. Another instant obsession. Fascinating, well done, excellent interviews, archival footage, and access to his journals. This stayed with me, and I was sad to see it end.
  • Free Solo ★★★★☆
    (2018 ◦ film)
    Follows climber Alex Honnold as he attempts to free solo climb El Capitan without ropes. I first learned of him during the live Tappei climb on Netflix earlier this year and immediately started this older documentary about him, but never got very far. After watching The Dark Wizard, where he was featured, I went back to it. All in all, I enjoyed it. He’s kind of an odd guy, but very interesting and fearless.

Best Thing This Month

Feeling genuinely appreciated and valued at work for Administrative Professionals Day. It wasn’t just the lunch or the cake or the card... it was the feeling behind it (and the fact that they got me a McDonalds gift card because they know me).

Worst Thing This Month

Dealing with an ongoing skin infection that’s been stubborn and slow to heal. It’s been frustrating. Weight loss also wasn’t where I wanted it to be this month. Still moving forward, just not quite at the pace I had in mind.

Coming Up in May

A family night at Caleb’s new middle school as he gets ready for 6th grade. Monthly Bingo. Hopefully another movie night with the kids (The Sheep Detectives is on the list). And hopefully some warmer weather so we can keep up with family run/walks. June is already looking busy, so I’m hoping May brings a little bit of calm before that.

See you next month.

Unsold Inventory (One Minute Memoir)


A Memoir on Family Entrepreneurship, Profit-Sharing Negotiations, and One Unsold Balloon Dog

Setting: March 2026

The idea started casually.


One evening, I suggested that maybe Caleb could try selling some of his 3D prints. Not as a serious business venture. Mostly just so he could learn a little about money... and maybe cover some of the cost of the filament I keep buying.


Just a balloon dog to start.


But the conversation escalated quickly. Different colors. Different models. Maybe a whole little product line.


Caleb thought about it for a moment and finally agreed.


Holden reacted immediately. He jumped up and grabbed an axolotl—an earlier print we had made—and suggested we sell that, too.


Then he disappeared into his room and came back holding a toy airplane.


Not a 3D print. Just a random airplane.


He asked if we could list that for sale as well.


But before anything could be sold, we needed photos. Holden volunteered for the job and took the balloon dog to the windowsill to photograph it.


The lighting was terrible.


So I sent him to the kitchen for a quick lesson from my dad, the actual photographer in the family. After a little coaching about lighting, Holden came back with better pictures.


Meanwhile we still had to work out the financial structure of the operation.


Caleb pointed out that he was the one printing the items. I pointed out that I was the one paying for the filament. Holden felt that photographing them counted as work.


Eventually we reached an agreement: Caleb would receive seventy-five percent of any sales and Holden would receive twenty-five percent.


The photos were taken. The listing was posted.


And then we waited.


After all that planning and negotiation…


...no one bought a damn balloon dog.

This post is part of my One-Minute Memoir series — short reflections on small moments that still manage to say something big.


Things I Loved This Week (1)

I’ve been wanting a space to capture the smaller things that make up a week... not full stories, not full posts, just moments, favorites, and little pieces of life that felt worth keeping.

So this is the start of something new. A weekly gathering of the things I loved. A mix of anything and everything, from shows to small wins to random moments that stuck with me. No categories, no rules. Just a running list of what made the week a little better.

Administrative Professional Day (continued)

The celebrations carried into this week, and my team went all out for me and the other admin on our team. They brought in a full taco bar, cake, and a card filled with genuinely kind messages. There was cash tucked inside, and a McDonald’s gift card specifically for my daily Diet Coke. I mean… talk about feeling seen.

Finally getting back to running

We’ve been saying we were going to start running again for weeks. This week, we finally just did it. Warm evening, shoes on, no overthinking.

It didn’t go as planned. Both tracks we use were occupied, so we ended up on a trail instead. But even with that, it felt easier than our first time running last year. That alone felt like a win.

The Dark Wizard

A new HBO documentary that dropped in April, and I’m fully pulled in. It follows rock climber Dean Potter, who I knew absolutely nothing about going into it.

He’s one of those people who’s hard to look away from. Brilliant, complicated, a little tortured. The kind of story that sticks in your head long after you stop watching.

The final episode drops next week, and I’m already planning to rewatch the whole thing. I’ve been deep in research rabbit holes about him all week.

Also, the theme song When I Was Done Dying by Dan Deacon has been playing on repeat in my car. It’s one of those songs that just takes over your brain.

Rebranding my blog

I’ve been working on a full blog rebrand all week. New header, new logo, and slowly updating all of my post graphics.

I wanted something more refined and polished, and I love the direction it’s going. It’s going to take a while to fully update everything, but it already feels like a reset. Like a fresh start without starting over.

Caleb at the school dance

We went to a school dance this week. Holden… had his moments. Caleb, though, had the best time.

The funny thing is how much he’s like me. Quiet, observant, a little reserved.

Except for this one thing.

At school dances, he dances. Fully. No hesitation. No worrying about who’s watching. He just goes out there and does it, even if he’s the only boy on the floor.

I would never.

And I loved watching him do something I wouldn’t. Completely happy, completely in it.

My 3D printed Kindle holder

I’ve been seeing those 3D printed steering wheel Kindle holders all over lately, and of course I immediately wanted one. So I asked Caleb to make me one, and he actually did.

I’ve been using it to read in my car before work, and it’s been one of those small things that makes a routine feel better. Slightly ridiculous, completely useful, and very on brand for me at this point.

✦ ♡ ✦

A quiet kind of good week.

The Space Between Head and Heart

On living between instinct and evidence


People often talk about it like there are only two kinds of people in the world.

The ones who follow their head.
And the ones who follow their heart.

I’ve never been entirely sure which one I am.

For most of my life, it has felt less like choosing between the two and more like living with both of them in constant conversation.

Sometimes they agree.
Often they don’t.

The heart usually speaks first.

It notices when something feels meaningful. When a relationship shifts. When a moment lands heavier than it should. When something matters enough that it refuses to be ignored.

But my head rarely lets the moment pass without inspection. It wants structure. Order. Evidence. This is the part of me that tracks everything.

Spreadsheets for my finances. Budgets down to the dollar. Reading logs that record every book I finish. Blog templates that organize my writing before the first paragraph exists.

It is the part of me that responds to chaos by building systems.

Even my writing works this way. Most essays begin with something emotional, a feeling I can’t quite ignore. Before long, I’m shaping it, editing it, turning it into something structured enough to understand.

The same pattern shows up in bigger decisions too.

There was a job I once wanted badly. The kind of work that would have felt meaningful and alive. But the numbers didn’t make sense. The salary was too low, and the practical reality of my life would not bend enough to make it work.

My heart wanted it.
My head closed the door.

Relationships are where the divide feels loudest.

I care deeply about connection. About feeling chosen, understood, prioritized. But once something unsettles me, my mind goes to work. I replay conversations. I study tone, timing, patterns, inconsistencies. What begins as a feeling can become hours of analysis.

There were times I wanted connection badly enough to ignore what was obvious.
And there were times I protected myself so carefully that nothing could reach me.

Both felt reasonable at the time.

That same pattern appears elsewhere too. Sometimes something about myself clicks into place emotionally, a recognition that feels true before I can explain why. Within hours, I’m deep in research. Articles, studies, assessments, pages of notes.

The heart notices first.
The head asks for proof.

But the longer I’ve listened to both of them, the less certain I am that either tells the entire truth. Sometimes I call it logic when what I really mean is fear. Sometimes I call it intuition when what I really mean is hope.

Looking back, I can see both voices shaping almost every major decision I’ve made.

There were times I stayed longer than logic suggested I should, because emotionally I wasn’t finished trying yet.

There were times I left while my feelings were still tangled, because reality had become impossible to ignore.

I used to think decisions came from clarity. That one side would eventually win and the answer would feel obvious.

More often, decisions come from exhaustion. I stay in the debate until standing still becomes heavier than being wrong. Then I move.

The conflict sounds noble when written down, like wisdom in progress. In real life, it can be exhausting. I have lost time to indecision. I have mistaken analysis for progress. I have waited for certainty that never came.

For a long time, I assumed I would eventually become one kind of person or the other. Practical and sensible. Instinctive and brave.

But the older I get, the more it seems my life has been built in the space between them.

One still moves by instinct.
The other still wants evidence.

I’ve spent years living between the two, waiting for them to agree.
More often than not, they never do.
And still, this is where I live.

Heaven Has Pizookies (One Minute Memoir)

A Memoir About Shared Bites, Shameless Mooching, and a Dessert Worth 10,000 Helpings

Setting: June 2025 — The summer we discovered Heaven on Earth in a pizookie pan.

It was our first time at BJ’s Brewhouse, and I was mostly there for the Pizookies. But before dessert, we had to do lunch.


Halfway through his chicken tenders, Holden slid his plate toward me. “Can I have your ranch? I ran out.” I handed it over, and soon he was asking for a bite of my sandwich, then a few of my fries — despite having plenty of his own.


When the Pizookie finally landed on our table, he took one bite and froze. “How’d they make this so good? This is better than anything I’ve had in my life.” Another spoonful: “Gordon Ramsay definitely made this.” A few bites later, between exaggerated “mm mm mm” noises, he declared, “So good and tasty.”


By the time the skillet was nearly empty, he sighed. He hadn’t just liked it. He had declared it worthy of the afterlife. “I wish I could keep eating it. In heaven, I’ll eat this 10,000 times.” 


On the way home, we stopped at McDonald’s for a Happy Meal for Caleb and a sundae for my mom. Despite already eating his fries, and mine, he tried to mooch more from his brother. And even though he had just had ice cream on the Pizookie, he went after my mom’s sundae, too. Earlier, when I had snapped a photo of his empty plate and two drained ranch cups, he just grinned. “Aww. I’m cute.”


Cute — and apparently, still hungry in heaven.

This post is part of my One-Minute Memoir series — short reflections on small moments that still manage to say something big.